I do things that reflect my higher self. In an effort to be my higher self rather than grasp for something always beyond my reach (like ‘want to’ implies), I state that I ‘am’ instead of that I ‘want to be’. I am my higher self and do things that reflect me.
“And charity suffereth long, and is kind, and envieth not, and is not puffed up, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil, and rejoiceth not in iniquity but rejoiceth in the truth, beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
Wherefore, my beloved brethren, if ye have not charity, ye are nothing, for charity never faileth. Wherefore, cleave unto charity, which is the greatest of all, for all things must fail—
But charity is the pure love of Christ, and it endureth forever; and whoso is found possessed of it at the last day, it shall be well with him.”
I am willing to wait, kind, content, humble, do things for their benefit, patient, holy, seek after godly things, willing to have whatever is inflicted upon me, believing, hoping, and submissive.